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Temptation and Consequence

26 Wednesday Oct 2011

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Blogger Tim Challies wrote a great piece on temptation. I recommend you read it.

I had an unusual and unexpected experience on Sunday—one that struck me as rather significant. I have been doing quite a bit of preaching at Grace Fellowship Church and elsewhere and knew that Sunday marked the last time I would have to prepare a fresh sermon until the end of the calendar year. Somehow this made me feel like I would be crossing a finish line when the service came to a close. It was a milestone I was looking forward to as it will allow me to focus on some other things for a while (good things, ministry things, but not preaching things).

I finished the sermon—quite an emotional and difficult one for me—and, after the service, was greeting people and then doing whatever else needs to be done at the close of a service. Very suddenly, and very unexpectedly, I was faced with a temptation to sin—to commit a sin to which I am particularly prone. I will not tell you what that sin is because I fear it would detract from what I am writing here. It could be envy or lust or fear of man or idolatry or any of the sins we find ourselves particularly drawn to. It is a sin for which I have experienced the Lord’s grace so that I am usually able to redirect my heart, at least in the moments that I am eager to honor God. And that is what I did. I saw the temptation to sin and immediately directed my heart to something better.

But then something happened. I don’t even know how this can happen, but in just a brief second, less than a second, a thought flashed through my mind. It was something like this: “Come on now. You’ve finished preaching, so go ahead and indulge. God won’t punish you now.” It stopped me dead in my tracks for a moment. It was an ugly thought and one that somehow seemed extrinisic to me. I truly don’t know where it came from. At least, I don’t think I’ve ever thought that before.

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A crazy week

19 Friday Nov 2010

Posted by David L. Gill in Personal

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experience, friendship, relationships, temptation

I had two tests today.  I don’t know how I did…but at least they’re over.

I gave my first devotional in my sermon preparation and delivery class.  I got a lot of really good feedback…some things I can improve upon and some things I’m already doing fairly well.  I’m really looking forward to coming semesters of preaching.

The plan is to get some things done for my covenant theology class paper on Numbers 21 (“Snake on a Stick”) tonight and be done by Sunday evening so that I can get other things done.  If I can get my CovTheo paper cranking…and my Greek homework done…it will be a good weekend.

I had some really great conversations this week, both in person and via email.  And I have been fighting temptation a lot this week, but am seeing a lot of encouraging things in my own life and hearing really encouraging things from others.  I love this group of guys God has surrounded me with here.

There is a lot to be thankful for right now in my life.

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