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Prayer and the Gospel

16 Saturday Apr 2011

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A Cry for Deliverance

Heavenly Father, save me entirely from sin.

I know I am righteous through the righteousness of another, but I groan and long to properly image You. I am a child and should bear Your image.

Enable me to recognize that I am dead to sin. When it tempts me, may I be deaf toward its voice. Deliver me from both the invasion and the dominion of sin.

Let me walk as Christ walked: to live in newness of His life…the life of love, faith and holiness.

Forgive my rebellion, envy, cruelty and pride. Kill these vices. Have mercy on my unbelief–on my corrupt and wandering heart.

When Your blessings come, I idolize them and set my affection on some beloved object: friends, wealth, family, honor, or money. Cleanse this spiritual adultery and give me a chaste heart: close my heart to all but You.

Sin is my greatest curse. Let Your victory be apparent to me and be displayed in my life. Help me to be devoted, confident, obedient, and childlike in my trust of You.

Let me love You with soul, body, mind and strength. Let me love my neighbor as I love myself. Save me from my unregenerate temper, harsh thoughts toward others, slander, cruelty, and unkind manners. Teach me to master my tongue and keep guard the door of my lips.

Fill me with grace daily, that my life would be a fountain of sweet water. Amen.

The Valley of Vision, ed. by Arthur Bennett. “A Cry for Deliverance,” alt.

I have been thinking a great deal about prayer the last couple of days. Many times when I’m in the midst of being tempted by my own thoughts, for example, I simply hold my breath and wait out whatever sin is crouching at my door.

But that’s not what Scripture says I should do.

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Where’d he go?

06 Thursday Jan 2011

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Folks, I’m still around and doing a lot of thinking.  I haven’t been posting because I found out I did indeed pass Greek, so I’m on to step 2…translating 1 John.  It’s an uphill climb…but nothing about my life seems to be terribly easy.  I’ve been pretty tired lately and sort of down.

The good news is that Christ has still paid for my sin…and that I still want to read His Word and grow in His wisdom through it.

Off to study for my Greek midterm exam tomorrow. In the next 15 hours, it’ll be all over and I’ll be ready for week 2 of Greek.  I can hardly contain my excitement at present.

Now that the semester has ended…

18 Saturday Dec 2010

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assurance of pardon, confession, experience, Gospel, homosexuality, hymns, Law, repentance

A 10" 78rpm disc

So what do I do now that the semester has finished?  Well, I’ve worked a little, relaxed a lot.  I have quite a collection of old jazz 78s which I’ve been recording to my computer so that I can listen to them on my iPod.  It’s a bit of a time-consuming dubbing process, one which involves sitting and listening to each recording, applying filters so that annoying high-pitched crackle goes away, using one’s ears to make sure it sounds good overall, saving the file, importing to iTunes, creating an mp3 copy, plugging in all the pertinent information, deleting the wave form (and its copy), and repeating the process for the next disc.  But one can’t be in a bad mood and listen to Dixieland (which is most of what I’ve been dubbing lately).

For those who care, I use a Crosley USB turntable which has 3 speeds.  I use an after-market needle to play the 78s because the standard stereo needle which comes with it just doesn’t seem like a great idea to play both 78s and long-playing (45 & 33 1/3) records.

In addition, I’ve gotten some feedback lately from various people who read the blog.  I’ve gotten everything from “I appreciate what God’s doing in your life” to “You need to leave the lifestyle and repent” and everything in between.  My goal is to be the type of man where I would listen to negative feedback and instead of dismissing it, I would consider it carefully to see if anything is valuable from it.  For example, even though I am not in the lifestyle, I do need to live a life of repentance.  Repentance isn’t just the doorway we get through to be reconciled to God…it’s that, for sure…but it’s also the path a Christian treads.

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And now, for something completely different…

16 Thursday Dec 2010

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A good friend sent me a link to this, so I figured I’d repost it. I laughed a lot, as anyone who knows me would guess.

The Semi-Pelagian Narrower Catechism

1. Q: What is the chief end of each individual Christian?
A: Each individual Christian’s chief end is to get saved. This is the first and great commandment.

2. Q: And what is the second great commandment?
A: The second, which is like unto it, is to get as many others saved as he can.

3. Q: What one work is required of thee for thy salvation?
A: It is required of me for my salvation that I make a Decision for Christ, which meaneth to accept Him into my heart to be my personal lord and saviour

4. Q: At what time must thou perform this work?
A: I must perform this work at such time as I have reached the Age of Accountability.

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Despite Your Sins

11 Saturday Dec 2010

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So a guy I follow on Twitter (who will probably want to remain nameless after he reads this, hence my preemptive honoring of that desire) who sent me this article by Justin Davis who is a site pastor at Cross Point Church in Nashville, TN, according to this page.

After a story about his son failing at something (a legitimate problem all of us have, so no problems with the illustration), we read this quote:

Maybe today this picture [striking out] is a picture of your life and your relationship with God right now. You have struck out. You have messed up. God was writing His story with your life. He was using you and you had purpose and you had dreams and you had a vision for what your life could be…but you struck out.

This is problematic.  First…”maybe”?  Romans chapters 1-3 says that all of us have “messed up;” in fact, the bible calls this sin.  Second, “He WAS using you…but you struck out.”  I’m at a loss, really.  The idea that a sovereign God is some how derailed by my disobedience…well…that doesn’t make him a very good king, does it?  In fact, it makes Him impotent.

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Train Wreck in a Youth Room

27 Saturday Nov 2010

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Recently, I saw a stack of papers in a youth room.  I won’t tell you where, but when stuff like this is lying around, I tend to grab it and fold it and put it in my pocket.  This is terrible.

The passage is, first of all, identified incorrectly on the paper which was given to the students.  The questions only make sense if it’s applied to FIRST John 2:3-14.  But whatever.

The title of the study is “Something Old, Something New.”  Let’s look at these:

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Great Friends, Good Times

13 Saturday Nov 2010

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experience, friendship, gratefulness, relationships

Last night, a friend of mine invited me to his house for soup.  I wasn’t anticipating an invite, but I was like “awesome,” especially since I’m a sucker for chili.

There was such great conversation…even a recap of the musical Les Mis, that, by the way, I did not initiate…but since it was known that I knew many of the lyrics, I was enlisted to sing parts of the songs while another friend talked about the storyline.

I’m really looking forward to getting to know the friend who hosted the shindig. We’re having lunch next week and I think he’s gonna be a great encouragement.

I also got to talk to another friend of mine and get to know him better just before the party while we were studying for our covenant theology paper.  It was wonderful to talk to him and to even get to meet his wife, who came to the party.

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The Unfortunate Reminder

20 Sunday Jun 2010

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best friend, experience, friendship, homosexuality, insecurity, loneliness

Alert: this is another gut-level post. You’ve been warned.

So, I’m watching New Moon whilst drinking a Vanilla Coke.  And the scene just went by where Bella says something to the effect of, “the pain is the only thing that makes him feel like he was real.”  Edward has, immediately previous to this scene left Forks (where Bella lives) and removed all evidence he was ever there in her life.

Sometimes that’s what I feel like.  I once had a friend…my best friend.  I wasn’t attracted to him, but I loved him.  I would’ve moved half-way across the country for him.  I’d take a bullet for him.

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Don’t Screw This Up

15 Tuesday Jun 2010

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Gospel, homosexuality, leadership, loneliness, repentance, Scripture, sexual sin, theology

The words of the title still echo in my ears.  I’d been called to my previous pastor’s office over the contents of my December 1st blog post, simply because a couple of people had forwarded the post to him.  These individuals hadn’t understood fully what I meant in my post and were not, according to my pastor, seeking to accuse me of any sin.

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Should we confess sexual sins publicly?

12 Saturday Jun 2010

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assurance of pardon, confession, Gospel, repentance, Scripture, sexual sin, theology, worship

Great Creator, we thank You
for the gift and mystery of our bodies.
We thank You for the gift of loving sexual intimacy.
Forgive us the misuse and abuse of that gift:
For taking it too early, with the wrong person,
for replacing love with lust,
for separating concern from self-fulfillment.
Make us pure in love, discerning in passion.
Make us choose commitment over possession.
Christ Jesus, who came to reconcile and restore all relationships,
heal and restore our fragile or broken marriages.
In your name, Lord, we pray, Amen.

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